I've decided...

I have decided that Lyllian can just live inside of me forever!! Yesterday, Tim and I took our parenting class, it was really good, but I have decided NOT to give birth. We watched a video on birthing and it showed one lady who had the epidural and one lady who did not have an epidural. I have decided either way is still WAY too painful to go through-ha! I made the decision for Lyllian yesterday that she can just stay in, I can deal with muscle pain much easier than what labor looked like. So, my new vote for Lyllian is to stay inside for a LONG, LONG time.